feeling horrible.

my friend little red hasnt found a venue yet. hasnt booked a venue yet. hasnt got the money to book the venue yet. doesnt have a job yet. and is very behind on payments. her scheduled wedding date is in august... which is 6 months...

i feel horrible for her. hopefully she'll pull through.

because of this, i feared for my life about MY wedding. so i've been going to consultations and booking dates like mad. almost done.

because of all the stress about both weddings, these past few days have been dragging me down. been feeling really depressed.

i think its high time i went on a little 2 hour vacation to the pool. and do my nails. maybe watch a movie... (i still need to watch warm bodies, oz, and jack the giant slayer.) and maybe read a few PLL spoilers to tide me over until the next episode on tuesday. and catch the new episode of king of the nerds. i think moogega is gonna win since next episode is all about SCIENCE... and she works for NASA. hummmm...
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Saturday i went to see the florist. that thing didnt go so well. she seems like an at home business person. scratching her off the list.
i think steven and i decided that we have the money to have big decor and flowers, so we're going with a
professional
then i contacted traci hines over etsy to make a deposit for bridal stuff, but she hasnt gotten to it yet. regardless, we still have the money to pay her.

afterwards i had a "mystery detectives" marathon. its not exactly like CSI, but do have interesting cases that use a lotta forensic science.
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next week i am redying my hair, and going to a disney birthday party (disney costume mandatory) and i'll be going as SIRENIA from POTC.